I
Hey y'all, I'm a turtle meant for snappingI grew up in the hood, where it's happening, I learned rappingIn the water I'm shy, won't even try, to look you in the eyeOn land I'm aggressive and looking for food, I'm always rude, in a bad mood
II
My reputation precedes me, decrees me, guarantees me respectBut I won't be defined, maligned or undermined, act unrefinedBy anyone's expectations, let them project manifestations,Of what a snapping turtle should be, I will define my destiny
III
I have dreams and desire, ambitions before I retireI don't have that turtle wrath, I'm not cut from the same clothMy genes program the means by which my proteinsAre synthesized, realized, assembled like an archetype, phenotype
IV
But that's where the story ends, you see, I'm bright, erudite, curious not furiousDiscerning and yearning for educationOf course I gotta eat, it might be meat, or leaves and fruit, but the rootOf my drive, is not a will to survive it's for meaning, relation, self-actualization
V
My neighborhood's muddy, but I choose to study, not bloodyOther creatures for sport, or fight, where might makes right,For with growing confidence,I can afford that the pen is mightier than the sword
VI
For not following the horde, inner peace is my rewardWhat's right, is not always black and whiteTwo sides to a story, no glory, in taking down the other side,Just to hide behind your tribe, to take part in their ritual,We are all individual, seek the high road not the habitual
VII
I'm a turtle, I get quizzical looks, but I'm getting back to my booksKnowledge is the power, to sort the wheat from the chaff,The truth from a cheap laugh, the authentic from the riff raff,Be the master of your dominion, form your own opinion
VIII
I'm not striving for fame, or the biggest brain, for art and rings and material thingsI'm not immortal, life is tortile, peaks and troughs, trade-offs,But my mind is yearning, burning, still fertileFor learning, so on my last day, I can say, I was a worthy snapping turtle
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